Hey, look up HOCD and see what you think...

I suffer from HOCD and it makes me question my sexuality. I have even before tried to say to myself "ok im gay", but i just couldnt accept it. Im not gay but the thoughts make me think "what if".

I have found, if you feed or fight them it becomes more fustrating. Try working around it. Ask youself things like, "why am i thinking this?", and then question what follows the answer..........eventully you will have forgotten what you were thinking about.

I relate to you & it is stressful...but you know what you are into... No more checking, you are feeding the thought - and its only a thought...