Hi... around, i think nearly 2 weeks now, I went on a meds bender...took loads of different meds ...not to kill myself but just to numb myself. I had to go to hospital for observation. I came out and they changed my meds...which I have absed again. I just dont want to be here right now and really struggle at night time to keep sain. I have tried giving them to hubby but that just caused arguements in the past so my CPN is going to come daily until the meds should be working. Just a right old mess at the mo