Hey doll, I've been down that road before. I dont know how maytimes I've cut and tried to end it all. But you have to believe that it will all turn out okay some day. Hell, My parents wont even let me see/have any contact with my boyfriend who means the world to me, but I just have to keep in mind that when I'm 18 it will all be fine... Thats how I personally try to make it through everyday... plus I take ProZac (: that helps. Doll, don't let anyone tell you diffrent you are beautiful <3