I want to thank everyone for the kind words yesterday. It was a very bad bad day. I always call those days as my " Waves". Is just like I keep getting slammed over and over again with emotions. Like Waves. You get hit with a wave of emotion and it pushes you under the water. When you come up for air a wave hit you again. Yesterday it was constant. Is like what Rainbowzz said, emotionally tired right down to the bone. You just get to the point you just can't take it anymore. Yesterday I was crushed under 12 foot waves. Today the waves are a little smaller.

LOL like in Finding Nemo, " Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming". I'll let you all know if my arms get tired from swimming.

Monty