Splitimage, I'm really proud of you. I've never managed six months... my problem is that my family are social drinkers, and when I visit them it seems impossible to say no. I don't seem to be drinking excessively, but it's still not good for me, specially not on meds.

You say you don't feel as though you've done it yourself... of course you have. You've availed yourself of the opportunities out there, and by using those resources you've made it possible to get this far. Keep on keeping on, I'll look out for the good news in three months time. Keep taking that antabuse.