I think I'm getting an extension on my unemployment benefits. I get afraid of submitting resume to various places, thinking, "Oh, I'ld probably fail at that job." I've got to get over this paralyzing phobia. Submitting the resume won't kill me. Going to the interview won't kill be. Not getting hired after going won't kill me. But, it'll probably make me wiser as to what I can expect. I keep trying to imagine what things are like, instead of actually going places and experiencing what things are like. I might get some encouragement from someone, if I give it a chance, instead of hiding in my apartment.