It is an ad but it seems to be the only think helping me sleep. I was on it when all this happened. they gave me lorazopam but that only had me out for a couple hours. this is ridiculous. i dont know who to trust. the med for nightmares did help though. only one that they have given me that has. I no longer am in psychosis, however i can see it leading there. i don't like benzos b/c in this vulnerable state i am worried i will become dependent on them. i need to function i have a teenager that needs me not me in this state of mind. i am scared about all of it. i have gained 10 lbs since they put me on these meds. she said she is just trying to create a new mood? (pdoc) a drugged up mood come on. i will not let them do a chemical lobotomy on me. I know i sound like i am trying to be doc but i have been hurt by ppl in power before and it just triggers me all over the place.