Thnkx Perna, for the reassurance, but he didnt have a lunch partner and he's a specialist priest called a sensitive, they are very rare, so he may have extra sensory hearing. He is very controlled but he may have felt my emotions - I wouldnt mind if they were happy but not horrid. I think I felt ashamed too, because spirtually I was a gay white man - Ive been quite open spirtually since so many things as Ive been like a walking toilet spiritually speaking so I guess anyone takes a leak to put it politely. There was a strong feeling of guilt that was not me but yet I felt it and I responded to it but stating rude opinions or nervous chatter - I didnt think of it like that, but I still dont feel comfortable about it, I still think a priest is a priest.
mala