thats a tough one.......I don't kow what to say really. I totally understand.I probably would be dropping the class myself. Now there are some that say you should face your fears.New experiences will help you grow and get self esteem etc. I have no answer.

I think thought some of us are ready for some things, and some are not. Some people are not cut out for speaking in front of anyone while some totally love it. It's in their personality!

I used to beat myself up for not being ...lets say "whatever!"....Now I realize at my old age mind you that we are all different and its o.k. to be who we are. Some people are wired a little differently and that is really o.k. I think we all should try new stuff, be brave etc...not give up, but then we are who we are! I think thats the part that gets us.We THINK we should be different!!!!We THINK that we should not be afraid, scared etc..we TRY to be someone different....but we are not...and its o.k.

Have I helped you...No probably not!.....I guess I am telling you to do what's in your heart and what ever that is, its o.k.!!!!