Oh, and the reason why we never mentioned my throwing up again was b/c that was never really my problem, it was just an extreme reaction to what was inadvertently bought up in session. The real problem for me has always been binging (well not always, but it evolved into that). Which is why it was never really bought up again.
I just feel like if I asked her and she said that yes, we will be stopping in like a month or two, or gradually stopping or whatever, then I would probably just pay my bill right then and there and have that be my last session. I really feel like I would just shut myself off from her.