Hey Lynn

I have been missing for a while.. I guess I have felt pretty good and life has been great..
Big news is that I gave up smoking lol.. its a huge achievement for me.

I had some old hurts brought up this morning.. it has made everything come to a point where I needed to actually say something.. so I have!
I had been waking up sobbing a few times a week because of the who ex thing.. dreaming about him and things out of my control I guess... the news I heard yesterday about him made me simply want to get it all off my chest finally.. I hope that this is end of my hurt/anger/frustration. I don't expect a reply from him - this was actually all about me for once!
I hope you have been well