Hey mj,
I'll gladly be your friend?

I do understand what you're going through because when I was 16 I felt the same exact way. I was bulimic for over a year and as a result I have the worst acid reflux in the entire world. I'd look at myself and think how disgusting I looked. Back when I was 16, I was 5'4 and 160lbs. I hated my life and myself. It took me 4 years to pick myself up and do something for me. My advice to you is to get involved with something that takes those negative thoughts away..or well drifts them away. I joined karate..I took it for 6 years..went 4 times a week, became a runner..ran my first 5k race. I lost 35 lbs and became a much healthier person. You do hold power in your hands to make or break your life. Even the impossible is possible. I believe that everyone is a beautiful person. If you ever need to talk I'm here

I also need to follow my own advice for other things I need to still hold faith in. But I just wanted to let you know, there is a light at the end of the tunnel.