can't sleep. I have an appointment with T at 11 (its now 3), I'm supposed to be logging hours on my new CPAP machine, and I'm stressed over a relationship -thinking of ending it once and for all after 6 years, but it will be very difficult- AND having to move and find a job,neiter of which is going quicklly enough for my many-issued mother. She just finds it fun to say things that make no sense and of course she changes her story every time she opens her mouth then ends it with something about how I'm taking too llong to find a job, apartment, how to make that work with 3 kids, etc.! This is when I start getting depressed and freak out. I can't have this much stress and not enough getting done.
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