I don't have a sleep pattern, I take pills but it doesn't work the way that should be, I waking like 6am... So lately I wake up go make my coffe, check mails and think OMG it's going to be a long day, I want the night to come again. So I go back to sleep for a while to recover but still the same...
I feel tired of this life and suffering many triggers from the outside world... it's hard, makes me feel anxious, depressed, hopefulness and question what the hell I'm doing here!!!
When I went to sleep again I think, please give me energy to life...