My anxiety is going up terrible. I hope I can stay calm enough, so I can get threw today. I have to make 100 cup cakes and frost them. I also need to go to the store and get some stuff for the cakes. I need to find a present too. I'm super tired today too. I feel like haven't been sleeping. Feels like my brain is racing to much even when I am sleeping. I need to take a shower and get going on this whole process. I might have a anxiety attack, if something goes wrong.

Wish me luck!!!