Yeah ive a problem with drugs, not chemically but psychologically i do. Think of every
drug bar crack and herion and yup, there i am!!! Clean 18days today... Been tough. I
know i will end up doing drugs next weekend tho coz im gona be around people, a place
and things which are out of my control. I have control over me, but in those situations
my control gets out-of-control...

I could try, but id be setting myself up for failure. I see a key-worker over
this coz im trying to work on my MH recovery and addiction does not combine
well with that...