MyUserName: Actually, I think you're pretty fortunate that you don't have so many feelings for your T. I wish I thought that I was just a client and she is just a T. But, even that brings up: what IS a T? To some of us, a T becomes someone we wished we would have had in our life years ago, like a Mom, a Dad, a sister, a brother, a spouse, a friend, or all of those put together. It's really, really difficult to accept that my T is none of those. But "just a T" is something amazing too! Just a T. She's not "just" anything! She's special to me. Very, very special. Maybe YOU'RE the one missing out on something special.