Cloudchaser, I can relate to a lot of what you're saying. You're obviously not happy with some decisions you've made. We all make mistakes. There's many things you can find a "way out" of long before you try what you were talking about! You can start with finding a "way out" of your depression/anxiety. If your present doctor doesn't listen to you, find one that does. You'd be surprised at the difference the proper anti-depressant can do for you!

Another thing to remember is that Depression and Anxiety lie to you! Things aren't as they seem when you're looking through those filters! That's a promise.

Hang in there. We've all been where you are. Some of us still are trying to find that "way out."


"It's not what you gather, but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived."