Thanks everyone !!!!

Im still in the stage of not wanting to admit I have this roller coaster illness.. I see my T weekly and every single week he reminds me that I have Bipolar.. he knows deep down I'm in denial .He knows that I dont blame my actions on this illness but ... I beat myself up constantly mentally and physically. So somehow someway I have to learn how to live with this mess ..LOL

Thanks everyone for your replies .. they have helped me ALOT

Wishing you all peace and love <3