Dear T,
I didn't like it when you asked me to turn around. I don't know what I was feeling. I wasn't angry at you. I was feeling so overwhelmed. You wanted me to not dissociate in session, and I didn't. But I needed my own space. Why couldn't you respect that. And no I'm not going to be able to tell you this. Everything is just too overwhelming.

I feel so awful. There is no word for how awful I feel.