I am not sure if this is right to post, but it's on my mind, moderately. I'm obsessed with death... and I don't mean I lay in the dark with creepy thoughts and dress Gothic.. No I look/act like a "normal" girl.. I have just always been so fascinated by it. I could remember being 6 years old and asking my mom to take me down the road so I can read the tombstones... now that I'm twenty my love for death is alive and kicking. My senior project was even over the Psychological effects of death and dying... I don't want to kill myself, but a couple of years back when I was suffering badly from depression I almost did it..because I don't fear it.. I know so much of it. So I guess..I do need help I'm afraid if my depression ever comes back that badly then those ideas might too. It's a secret that ive been holding for so long, glad to finally let it out. Any ideas?..if so please let me know.