My mum died yesterday at lunchtime.
I kissed her goodbye.
Then I spend all my time worrying that ppl will think
Im a robot because I dont cry when with other ppl.
Not at the funeral (Its next Thursday) . A tiny bit when I see others
cry but its for them I feel sad and it brings 1 or 2 tears.
Im scared they think Im not human and I have no heart.

Has anyone else experienced this.
I didnt cry at my sons funeral last year
but I cried when I was driving alone.
He died in his car. Im on Lexapro but it was
the same when I was med-less.
warm hugs to everyone especially if they've lost
their loved ones.....jjulia