Congrats on 6 months Jess.

I too have had days when drinking/drugging seemed like a good thing to do. Even when everything is going well. One recovery tool that helps is 'thinking the drink through'. Sure a few drinks will feel good. Then I wont stop at just a few, I'll drink until I pass out. The next day I'll want to drink to get over the hangover, then drink all day. Before I know it, I'm back to the alcoholic bottom that prompted me to quit drinking in the first place.

Keep going forward in your recovery ODAAT .