Maybe if you take the mystery out of death, it would be less appealing. You might think its shocking to feel as you do, but it doesn't surprise me.Most people are repelled by a dead body - ever wonder how a coroner, funeral home worker or the person who examines a body after a crime handle the concept of death and dead bodies? They obviously have come to terms and are no longer shocked or repelled by death. Maybe you could work in one of those fields and turn it into a positive thing - someone needs to do that job lol. If you were saying you're into necrophelia then I would be concerned.