Last night I was sitting at the computer talking to my grandmother and one of my friends online and when I got up to get a drink I noticed a scratch on my arm. It looks like a burn, but I scratched it. I have done this before and it really hurt, but the last few times were on purpose. I am not wanting to hurt myself at all, but I have a scratch again. Can someone help me and tell me why I might have done this? I am afraid to talk to anyone, afraid they will think I did on purpose and send me back in the hospital. I did not do this on purpose, I was not even aware of doing it. I told my husband what happened and he said I need to be more aware and that it really did look like a burn. He didn't seem to be too much concerned. I am not sure why I did this, I do not want to hurt myself, I am too happy to hurt myself and I know this for sure. Thank your for your time and reading of this post.

Hugs and Kisses to you,
Brandi (blackenedangel)

You are all poets and I am on the side of death
Jacques Vaché