My therapist is no longer available to me. Government cutbacks are self-limiting my choices to none at all. I am sliding badly down a greased tube with no where to turn. It is not fair to have worked so hard and long in recovery efforts to see it go up in smoke before your very eyes. I am very, very lost right now. I am economically deprived as well, without transportation, alone, physically disabled with several serious health problems. There is not much to offer in a small rural town. I need a good dose of old-fashion HOPE.