Thank you Roman for your response. Things seem to be right back to normal. I feel kind of bad though. He said to me last night while we were falling asleep "Thank you for being happy today". It was a lot my fault too, wish I woulda seen that sooner it probably coulda avoided this entire situation. Live and learn...

We both have talked about what to do if it happens. He's ready every time he things it's about to happen. It's like somehow he can feel what I feel because within a couple of seconds of feeling bad he's right there "Hey are you OK, what's wrong?" He picks up on it a lot faster than anyone else and pretty much every time. He said it's a look in my face most of the time and he starts feeling dizzy and can just tell. I try to hide it sometimes unless it's strong. I can kinda tell the difference, I hope. But he seems to know about the same time I know that it's about to happen and maybe his response snaps me back into it, I dunno yet. Thank you though for the links, after I respond I will read them.

I've heard that I need to go on a better diet and it's true. I live on Mtn Dew Bacon and cheeseburgers with fries. Not my choice on the food but I have been trying to add in more water and trying to eat more healthy but the boyfriend cooks and I can't complain lol. I've read less sugar and carbs, people on here have said that as well. But I love waking up at 2 am and being able to eat a couple bowls of ice cream before going back to bed lol. Yeah I have to fix my diet lol.
Thanks again for all of the advice and kind words. If I hadn't asked for advice and gotten this great advice, I may have ended up breaking it off because I thought he would. But now we are great and I'm so thankful. I can't be running away just because I'm worried I will get hurt... But I do it all the time, it's what I'm used to!

Thank again, thank you so much!!!!