A HUGE Thankyou to all of you!!!

I am so grateful for everyone that has given me insite on this damn illness. I do agree that at least for me Bipolar wont just become an "excuse" for me ..probably because I am so hard on myself .. Even when i see my T and I say something that is complete " bipolar" my therapist has to remind that what I said or my thought process is definate "Bipolar" . I know hes just pushing me to get me to "really accept " the illness .SO we can work more effectivly on how I can control my impulses.

As for my lack of support of course I wish it wasnt the way it is , but Not much I can do about it right now.. Maybe thats why I have just decided too really not speak to him right now . I am tired of having days where I honestly feel out of control and if I mention it to my husband ,,I dont know its just the look he gives me or something . anyway it stomps my last nerve I have left and I have snapped on him.. event tho at times I really feel he deserves it ,,I realize it does me NO GOOD .. so for now im going to be that quiet chburch mouse and pretty much just stay out of everyones way.

Again I want to Thank everyone for giving me help along this bumpy road

Wishing you all Peace and Love ~