i get up today ,its ok mid day i go to get on the computer & i have no internet serves ,i tried to do that fix it for me ,it didnt work i played around for a few min trying to see if i can fix it ,my son asked i said let me try something first it didnt work ,all the sudden i bacame confused i was very upset i got very tired when i get nervous or scared or worried all i wanna do is sleep ,really like i cant keep my eyes open it gets pretty bad,so my husband called to tell me he was on his way home & i breft him on what was going on he told me he would fix it when he got home all i kept thinking is i lost this websight ,& it helps me so much what was i gonna do meanwhile i have a desktop & another labtop i wasent thinking clearly though im obsest with this websight its my new life another tool for me it gives me alittle more independence so i slept till he got home when he did i rushed downstairs just put it infront of him without even saying hello just fix it please oh the thing about this comp is its allmine no one ever uses it,so he goes to put on glasses & my son says let me see if i can fix it i couldent finish a sentence i kept repeating just um just um i was trying to say fix it but i couldent find the words they wouldent come out ,so within a min my son fixes it he is 14yrs old & i looked at him & started to ball my eyes out i was crying bad & i said why didnt you do that earlier why did you let me get so stressed out he came over & gave me a hug & said he was sorry he thought i fixed it ,i feel bad now cause i shouldent have put my issues on him like that,but my biggest question is why do i get so confused that nothing makes any sence & i get extreemly tired i cant controll it ,doese anyone eles get this way or is it just me ,i had to go see my shrink & i had to cancel cause i was so upset ,witch is the perfect time to go see him but i even got that backwards,i really wish i had more controll of my emotions ,or maybe i should rely on myself then rely on a websight i dont understand,it did end up being a good night went to car show & went to dinner with family once i got myself back together again took about a hr for me to calm down i dont no i need help