Dear T,

Thank you for responding to my email about "What would you do if I try to get up and leave before a session ends?" I am glad that you won't just let me walk out without saying anything. I didn't expect you to 'restrain me', so I am not sure why you would even say that?

And to your response to the whole mute and regression thing. Yes, there have been a lot of changes the past month: going back to work, a change in my workload at school, and we have changed our location where sessions will be.

You also mentioned that maybe I was feeling overwhelmed and fearful about my youngest daughter being a senior this year, and the possibility that she will be moving out when she graduates. Yes, I do fear that she will be accepted to a college that is 4 hours away!! That will be so hard on me.

One thing you brought up was that my daughter is now 17, the age I was when I married the first time. You think maybe that is triggering something in me? I don't think so, but I will ponder that thought.

I hope that I am done sending you emails until Wednesday. I have already sent 3! I know that you say its totally fine with you and that this helps me. It does help me and I appreciate you working with me like this.

Squiggle