(((DreamerInState))) - I'm sorry you feel drained of hope ATM. Life can throw punches and really challenge us. I've been low a few times too. What I do know is, this is temporary, so be patient and kind to yourself...exercise good self care until you feel better. Do you have a therapist or a doctor treating you? When you start feeling better, think about learning a new hobby or any new that interests you. Hugs to you.