We did talk and I do just feel like I have been the brunt of a lot of stuff lately from several people. I guess we need to go get some putty :-/
I just hope he knows that I would never go after HIM.
I talked to the kid in my lab and he says there is a 75% chance of him staying. So I don't really know what I'm going to do. And then he lashed out at me telling me that my experiments are worthless. I told him I had to not be around him for a while and a few days later he apologized and admitted he was projecting on to me for being annoyed and stressed. Even though he apologized I still feel hurt from his words and it still annoyed me.
I know that I just need to focus on myself and stop letting others control my emotions and bring me down but that's a lot easier said than done.
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