a doc can safely wean you off the drugs. don't try to do it alone. also AA or NA, imo, can reinforce your sobriety and give you support about staying clean.
what feelings are causing you to want to escape life and be numb? this needs to be addressed too to give you the winning edge of not repeating your running from something. a therapist can help you with those self abusing behaviors.
i've been down the road u are on now. prof. help and AA worked for me-21 yrs now.
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