I think I slightly understand this..I think I obsess in a different way though. A lot of my obsessions and panics are through my dreams and nightmares. But I have constant dreams that I am pregnant. And I talk about pregnancy a lot. Ever since I was little. I talk about girl and boy names with my girlfriend constantly, obsessively..and I think it's more than just wanting to become a mother someday. I think for me, this obsession derives from my abuse. Because I've come from such a dysfunctional family...I want and obsess over having a family I can have peace and serenity with..and happiness and no abuse.