I love music. All kinds, and I want to someday be a musician but I have this weird obsession with wanting to be the best at everything. I feel like it's affecting my creativity. It's stressful and makes music less enjoyable for me, which is really depressing because it's the only thing that makes my life worth living at this point and music is always there during the most difficult times. I just want to do what I love without thinking and worrying about it so much.