My father is in the hospital dying. My mom won't visit him because of her anxiety but the one time she did, it upset my dad more than being alone.
I started school today and I just don't know how I am going to make it through the semester. I can DO the work required. But I feel my duty is to be with my dad, as he goes from life to death. This is a real burden and stress.
I know some of you have been through this. Sleeping is a real issue, and driving back and forth to the hospital. My dad was a strong man, emotionally and physically, and I am struggling watching him fail.
Thanks for listening, and any prayers or kind thoughts would be appreciated.
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Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding, In all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths. Prov. 3:5-6
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