TAlked with T last week but he said we need to do more work before we look again. Is it going to be harder yet?
Sent email to the bishop and he replied and was nice but maybe I don't deserve his niceness.
Maybe I am pathetic
Maybe I am making more of this than it is
but why does it still hurt?
Why did it happen?
Why did he say I misunderstood?
Why did he say I was special?