I mean, what are the chances, that of all the profs, of all the classes - you know?!

I wish there were a good safe way you could let friends and family know, eventually; maybe they would take you more seriously. But I'm kind of an outcast in my family, so for me right now, my priority is just to do what I need to take care of myself, because THEY are doing fine; they don't need me to do anything for them.
So I would recommend holding this warm to yourself and to whomever else you feel REALLY safe sharing it with, but not to overextend yourself or expose it to where it will be mocked (because that's what -I- would do in the past, and then lose what I gained from it).

This is what is so amazing about this site - you never know what's going to happen. It's like a magic place! I mean really, what were the chances? A psych class, maybe, or a theater class, but a language class?!