I don't know what to say... I can't think straight...

Basic history...
At age 28 - I get a Breast cancer diagnosis May 2010 Stage 3 locally advanced "emergency case". Got rushed thru healthcare system to start chemo ASAP! AC 4 and 4 Taxotere. Then mastectomy with partial pectoral muscle removal. 5 weeks of daily radiation. Then MORE chemo! 3 Cisplatin and 6 Navelbine.

I am 30 now. Recently finished chemo in June. Since then, I've been messed up. I don't know how to describe it exactly... not sure if I'm overexagerating things... paranoia! Constantly thinking and reminissing about cancer treatment. Not just my treatment, also my moms cancer treament (she died 10 yrs ago from colon ca). I am so forgetful! Sometimes I forget to rinse the shampoo out of my hair, or put the car in park before turning it off. Sometimes I forget what I am saying in the middle of talking! I feel really dumb and embarassed sometimes!

Ahhh! Help?!