Find a doc in the state you are living in now.

I thought that I would never find any good treatment when I moved & found out that they have better care & better options for me financially in the state I moved to than any of my choices where I previously lived.

My trust issues made it hard also & the fact that I really hadn't been satisfied with the care I was getting before....I thought that nothing was ever going to be ok.....so was completely shocked when I found a wonderful psychologist at a price that I can actually afford.

Was lucky to find a wonderful pain specialist also as the pharmacy would no longer fill the prescriptions from my previous state....it was time to make the break anyway as 2100 miles was a long distance to travel to see a pain specialist.

Hope you can find it in your strength to search a bit & maybe even look at the community care clinics. I was surprised at the wonderful quality that have in the state I live in.