i dont know what to say...
but i relate... i hadnt eaten in 16 days.... and decided today i would start to recover. i barely stomached a cracker and 1 cup of broth and i feel guilty for that. it sucks. i just want to be able to eat and not hate myself for it too. i hear ya? You are not alone. This is a hard, scary and bumpy road to recovery. Stay strong!
kait