I haven't been here is a while....

I wanted to let you all know how I am doing...

My dad is threatening to leave my family.

I spent Monday in the ER getting IV fluids because I almost passed out and was getting sick.

The day after my birthday I have to have an endoscopy and a colonscopy because I am in constant pain and I am having a hard time eating. They don't know why.

I have lost 8 pounds. I am only 91 pounds now.

In one month my aunt died, my grandfather was diagnosed with prostate cancer, my uncle has kidney cancer, my other aunt (his wife) has a heart condition, my grandmother is dying of Parkinson's...

Oh yeah..and they guy who landed me here and gave me PTSD - he got off bec. I could not testify.