I was doing fine then a few weeks ago felt like this depression sort of wrapped around me like a python. Or maybe an oil spill.

I don't know why. No "thing" happened. I woke up very early one morning and felt like it was the beginning of the end of the world.

My pdoc saw me the next day. Great, right? He added Abilify that day to Cymbalta and topiramate. Terrific, huh?

Three days later I had not slept at all. I wasnt anxious, just at attention. I called pdoc. He said I'd have to wait two weeks before i can try something "like" Abilify. It's a week into those two, I am more depressed than ever, sleep still mostly evades me, i'm angry, I don't want ever to get up again!

Yeah, SingDanceRunLife, I know how you feel, feel the same way pretty much myself....& don't have the very shadow of a notion what to do about it.