Poor thing. I'm sorry you had to go through that & I'm sorry you had to be hospitalized. How have you been doing since then??

I just can't wait to get insurance & get myself taken care of. Sometimes it'd just be nice to have someone to go to with a degree to voice my concerns & issues to, so I can really find out what's going on... My hallucinations have always been around, but they haven't been so scary until I got out of a loud household setting. It's just me & two other quiet people here. Lots of free time. So it's become a lot more scary & problematic for me...
It's almost funny how you mentioned the "superhuman" hearing. I actually have incredible hearing, myself!! It was better when I was little, but I could literally hear someone speaking softly from another room 15 feet away, door closed. : P
& I like your description about the waves of light. That is the best way to describe some of the appearances!! Some of the others are more like foggy absences of light.