((((((((((Rainbow))))))))))))))))) do you think you are answering some of your own questions as you write? ... as in, you don't think it's romance, so if not then it's something else. You "feel" like you are in love with her, but can identify it as a feeling rather than saying you "are". When you hold your T's hand .... it is feeling, what?

Is it that you need, what she's giving you there; and that's where the obsessive part comes from?

As far as whether to talk or not; do you think it helps more than it hinders?