{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Dexter}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I know, Hun, I know... I wish I could give you your hugs in person. Sometimes you just need someone with skin on close to you.

Hang in there. Your appointment date is almost here. Remember, it just takes time and you have a lot of it these days. Try to relax as much as possible. Give yourself "permission" to be sick, because that's what it is; an illness. You're in the process of treating that illness and like anything else, it takes time for the meds to work.

Have you tried doing some imagery? Go to a place in your mind where things are they way you want them or to a serene place that you would enjoy just "Being."

If none of this works, then picture a matronly old broad fixing us a tasty snack with your choice of drink and just sitting and talking, and most likely being silly... oh, and in your dream, would you picture me in an electric wheel chair? LOL Sure wish I had one!


"It's not what you gather, but what you scatter that tells what kind of life you have lived."