Well the high is over and I woke up to the damn dark no motivation to do anything.. But EVERYTHING is annoying the hell out of me.. Ugh !!! It amazes me how much self loathing I have ... Is it a good thing I realize this or maybe its worse since Im obvivously not able to stop it.. *** sigh**** ( this is a issue I am constantly working on in Therapy and on my own.. I think its a never ending problem)

I wish i could just sleep for a month and not have to deal with anything.

I see my T tomorrow so I guess thats a good thing.

Wishing you all some Peace and Love ~