Thanks JD, i went in the morn. The therapist wants me to go to another screening That's just for bipolar from another organization, i think i will, they specialist in bipolar. I know the little sanity score on here both mania and dissociation is always high when i take it but idk i know i'm me, i sometimes tell myself different moods or parts of me. Idk. I only have 12 sessions with this therapist cause That's what the county does now days, i guess they use to do long term sessions but now it's a limit. Idk if 12 sessions will be able to diagnose me :-| i see them again in about a week hopefully i'll get some suggestions for me from them. I was told i need to be stable before working on my family issues which makes sense, they mentioned they thought i looked pretty stable and liked that i've been trying to do mood tracking on my own and a journal. I liked that i asked about some things and they were straight forward
I'll go into the other screening too to see what they say and share it with this therapist so they can help to where i need to go from here.
I still feel mixed on this. It's hard to explain. I just want to know what i can to do to better myself with some things in my life the therapist said keep talking to my boyfriend and maybe in time some things will get better