So, I don't see my T very often anymore as I'm no longer a high risk client.
Earlier this year, before I started taking medication, she's said that maybe this is as far as I'm comfortable going for now.
Then 2 months later, I was on medication.
We met once after that, when the effects of the medication were finally fully reached, and I told her I was doing ok. So she suggested that we meet once more... and only once more.
But the thing is, since then, I've found myself stumbling through life. As if the medication has somehow allowed me to remember repressed memories, and I'm struggling to come to terms with it.
It's forced me to call crisis lines sometimes... and I seem to slip back into depressive episodes because of what I remember.
I don't know how to bring this up...