I also experience mania more than depressions, and I love being that way. However, if I go too high for too long, it puts me into psychosis.

I have to take meds. for it because of the psychosis.

I would love to live in a hypomanic state for the rest of my life because it is fun and you do get a lot more things done, but I don't want to see you go too high.

Research has proven that with each manic episode, brain damage gets done also, so it's much more safe to be more stable even if it is as boring as hell.